I wish I knew how to be happy
I would love to go lay in a field and watch the snow fall quietly till it buries me. I could fade away, forgotten in solitude, lost in my own thoughts, lost to the world
No matter how I appear to you at any given time, I am never happy.
I’m still the optimist though it is hard
When all you want to be
Is in a dream.
Who the hell are these people that I’m following and how did I end up following them and do I even know them?! I don’t remember following anyone I don’t know personally.
